Starved

As the distance between us decreases,

I feel your influence settling in-

Siphoning strength from my bones,

My weakness,

My hungry calcium goddess.

I feel so readied for your return,

Though I am not sure that I will be able to withstand the crushing blow

Of your presence.

The deserved gift of your starving body

I have become the most succulent slice of birthday cake

In your absence,

Happy birthday darling,

Please

Destroy me.